Death Rehearsal

Today is my birthday and when I read this little devotional, I thought, how fitting.

I'm not anxious for death, but rather life especially on this day but hey, 

death could just be around the corner and it's something I can't act like it 

may or may not take place but what I can keep my eyes on is the 

author of life and on this day, and in the days to come I choose the gift of

life!

God  Bless.

Death Rehearsal

John Piper
Thou dost sweep men away; they are like a dream, like grass which is renewed in the morning: in the morning it flourishes and withers. So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom. (Psalm 90:5–6, 12)

For me, the end of a year is like the end of my life.
And 11:59 pm on December 31 is like the moment of my death.

The 365 days of the year are like a miniature lifetime.
And these final hours are like the last days in the hospital
after the doctor has told me that the end is very near.
And in these last hours, the lifetime of this year passes before my eyes,
and I face the inevitable question: Did I live it well? 
Will Jesus Christ, the righteous judge, say 
“Well done, good and faithful servant”?

I feel very fortunate that this is the way my year ends.
And I pray that the year’s end might have the same significance for you.

The reason I feel fortunate is that it is a great advantage to
have a trial run at my own dying.
It is a great benefit to rehearse once a year in preparation
for the last scene of your life.
It is a great benefit because the morning of January 1
will find most of us alive, at the brink of a whole new lifetime,
able to start fresh all over again.

The great thing about rehearsals is that they
show you where your weaknesses are,
where your preparation was faulty;
and they leave you time to change before the real play.

I suppose for some of you the thought of dying is so morbid,
so gloomy, so fraught with grief and pain that you do your
best to keep it out of your minds, especially during holidays.
I think that is unwise and that you do yourself a great disservice.
For I have found that there are few things more revolutionizing
for my life than a periodic pondering of my own death.

How do you get a heart of wisdom so as to know how best to live?
The psalmist answers:

Thou dost sweep men away; they are like a dream, 

like grass which is renewed in the morning: in the

morning it flourishes and withers.

So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.

(Psalm 90:5, 6, 12)

Numbering your days simply means remembering that your life is short and
your dying will be soon. Great wisdom — great, life-revolutionizing wisdom —
comes from periodically pondering these things.

The criterion of success that Paul used to measure his
life was whether he had kept the faith. This is what I want us to focus on.

And if we discover that we did not keep the faith this past year,
then we can be glad, as I am, that this year-end death is
(we hope) only a rehearsal, and a whole life of potential faith-keeping
lies before us in the next year.

From “I Have Kept the Faith”